It has taken a couple of days to get used to the idea...I was so positive that it would be a girl, I had a name picked for a girl, and a pretty pink theme for the nursery too...Oh well, I have to start over again now...but it's much harder b/c it's much harder to choose for boys from names to themes...it's just plain difficult. Hubby and I can't agree on anything at all...so this is going to be a LONG road for me....
The plus side is that the baby looked healthy and normal in the ultrasound, I seem to be doing well, all of my stuff is normal, so that's really the most important thing. And I have been feeling a little bit better too (although I still don't sleep 100% well.)
OK back to my normal color..lol... I wanted to give an update on A. He called me last week to see how I was doing, to brag about his promotion at work, and to remind me that the 2 year anniversary of that infamous Friday night was coming up. ( It is actually today to be exact.) I think he is reminiscing about that whole thing for whatever reason. I flat out asked him if he and B had been fighting, and he denied it..but I know better. He only talks to me about that night when he is on the rocks with her. Guaranteed they are having problems again and I would not be surprised if he was stepping out on her with some other chick (probably his assistant, that suits his style- he likes being in the power position.) I find it completely pathetic that he tried to rekindle that memory with me, especially since I have spent 2 years trying to forget it and recover from the hurt and shame that he caused me. I moved on with my life...why can't he do the same thing? Shell says that it's the best thing that he moved away b.c he would have destroyed my entire life if he had stayed here...he is complete poison...
Anyways,,,
That's it and that's all for now.... I'm gonna be a MOMMY!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! :)
